Okay - now what - was my first thought.
Next it was .... I still do not know.
Where do I wish to grow my confidence?
I suppose - in life in general.
I wish to grow my life down the path - that I am trying to go. Is it that hard? Sometimes I feel it is. Sometimes.... I do not know what I really want.
So, I wish to grow my confidence in my art and in the paying job - I do. I wish to put myself, wholeheartedly into it..... and then my confidence will grow.
As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also.