Jamie asks us - What aspect of your personality do you wish to express more of?
I would like - who I really am - to come out and across to people. Quite often people think (on first look) that I am not as friendly as I really am.
I am a hard worker at so much else that when people have said - that I do not smile as much as they would like, or that they are afraid of me, or that I come across as unfriendly or even rude, it bothers me... I do not know why - I come across that way. I do know that I am a private person.... and do not express what I really feel - BUT that should not be how I am judged...or viewed.
My real friends know me for who and what I am... so I would like for all to see that.
I feel that I miss things because of not showing who I really am. OH - she is okay by herself, so we do not need to be with her... that is the kind of thing I think they feel... BECAUSE I come across that way. BUT I do not want to come across that way.
So, I wish to express who I really am. I am friendly. I need and want to be friends. Yes, I am strong - but I have a soft side. I am not rude or judgemental. AND I do not like to be alone as often as I am. Just bec. I go out to a movie etc... by myself, does not mean - I do not want company.
I wish to be seen for who I really am... I wish to express this.