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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Wishing Wednesday

Jamie over at Wishing Wednesday asks us -










 "What do you wish to know?"



I could tell you lots of things.... like most of us wish to know.

But the real thing I wish to know - IS why and how come I feel the way I do? I am trying to get to the bottom of it, but I still do not know. Why can I not get myself going/organized/doing what I want to do? Why do I just keep on keeping on with life - but it does not seem to be going where I want it to?  Yes.... I see improvements... but it is soooo slow and even though deep down I want to.... It does not seem to be OR maybe I don't seem to be going where I think I want to.

I hope this is clear..... because tears are coming to me.... so maybe the next step will be - WHAT I wish to know.

I am taking my journal to work and see what comes as I journal.

Thanks and Namaste.

As you wish for yourself so I wish for you also.

16 comments:

erinrichardson said...

Been there Lucy & the answer is something is not right, it could be you are suffering from stress, unhappy or hurting somewhere. So be gentle with yourself dear one, be gentle every chance you get, every day. You will figure this out, probably indirectly. *hugs*

As you wish for yourself, so do I wish for you as well.

Amanda St.Clair said...

I've noticed at times when I would get frustrated that I was really being taught a lessen in patience. Have I not learned enough about patience yet??? :-) As Lucy wishes for herself, so I wish for her also!

melissasmeanderings said...

Sometimes it's so hard to push ourselves to make those changes...we get bogged down in the big picture. Look to the small things...one tiny thing at a time...they'll eventually add up to the big picture and the change you want.

As you wish for yourself, so I also wish for you!

Keepapi Creative said...

I hope you find what you are seeking. As you wish for yourself, I wish for you too. Jacs x

Camilla said...

Wipe away your tears, and treat yourself with kindness. What you wish to know will come to you. As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also.

reikiflower said...

oh. those tears. means your close. it's close. mamabear yourself though and be gentle. times of stillness are often needed prior great movement.
you are good :)

i wish what and as you wish. <3 Gayle!

S said...

I hope you find it through your journal writings.

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also.

artistaprilcole@gmail.com said...

Tears are real and real is beautiful! :]
You are not alone, many are seeking the same answers to these questions.
Just telling others take courage... with courage all is possible. :]
Asa you wish for yourself, I wish for you as well.

Mare/TommyGirl said...

I understand those feelings, Lucy. It's never fun, but I truly believe that the answer will appear when we're ready for it - and not a second sooner.

as you wish for yourself, so I truly wish for you also.

Mouse said...

As you wish for yourself Lucy, so I wish for you too. Also that your true heart's desires are revealed to you in their entirety as well as a light shining on the way forward x

Cindy Jones said...

I hope you find what you wish to know. Sometimes, we just have to wait for the answers. At other times, we need to tune in via writing.
As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also!

Mandy said...

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you as well.

Beverley Baird said...

Knowing ourselves is probably the hardest thing to know! As you wish for yourself I wish for you also.

Sherri said...

I hope your journal led you to some helpful insights. You are indeed in an intriguing place it seems. As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also.

Donna said...

Oh sweetie - I felt the tears as I read your post. I think so many of us have been there (no help I know...but it does get better). Take care of you, know you're doing your best and you WILL get there. It's never as fast as we want!! As you wish for yourself, I wholeheartedly wish for you also. xxx

Paula - Buenos Aires said...

Oh, darling! {big hug}
As Lucy wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.